24/02/21.38

ow my gum hurts. so todays been average not alot has goneth oneth.
best part of today was first lesson, r.e no-one sits with me, no-one talks to me so i sat with bombay bicycle club in my ears and read the bible. some serious good shizzzzz right there. well, orginally i wanted to check out corinthians 15. 22 because kele mentions it in 'Better Than Heaven'. and i've always wanted to know what it was. so i found it, and i was like wow. because now i think i am someway to understanding the track. im not sure, actually. but blahdy blah

'For as in Adam all die, so in Christ all will be more alive’

i carried on reading most of corinthians and then moved onto genesis. i think people were wondering what the fuck i was doing. but so what, its the bible, im a christian. its actually pretty bad that i havent read it in detail before actually.
then we had science. dont much talk to anyone in that, they're all b o r i n g as. i kept looking over at him and then thought wtf carlon. he's bound to notice that every time your eyes look up they find him
i had a nice yoghurt at break
lunch was a serious bore and dissapointing.
english was good, i chose 'disabled' by wilfred owen to write about because it made me want to cry. but i couldnt, because i was in an english class and that would of been seriously ghey.
went into town after school with my soulmate. i was in a negative mood and basicly ranted for an hour. i dont know how she puts up with me lawl.
we were sat waiting for a bus in the bus station 'cretin melting pot of the world'. two lads were stood behind us goin 'oh yeah, you fuckin what, you fuckin what, you did nowt today, i ad to do everyfink' 'you dick u hit me ova ed wiv a plank o wood, u c***' actually want to vomit when i hear that word.
there was a pigeon by my foot eating greggs off the floor. two lads were stood infront of us. one actually full on cleared his throat and then goffed the contents onto the pavement. serious
SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK

came home, tidied my room to try and retain innerpeace. lit some candels. laid on my bed and felt sorry for myself, had a little nap. and nobody wants me
but its ok because i smell of ysl rive gauche and its the most beautiful scent

'Where, oh death, is your victory?'
'Where, oh death, is your sting?'