theres afew things atm that are really starting to grate on me teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetz.
and im going to make a list so that they are out of my head.
1. people who actually write 'innit' asif its cool or something. wtf is with that
2. people who use the 'c' word are immediately vile to me.
3. people who call their parents by their first names. WHY! thats absoloutey fuckin pointless. unless you're trying to be 'cool' and 'nothing to do with them' coz they're 'embarrasing n stuff when your mates are over' AWWWWW
5. frickin posed pictures of girls with big eyes and straightend hair wearing the latest topshop florals EURGH EURGH.
6. little boots' song remedy. its on radio 1 ALL THE TIME AND ITS SHITE.
7. cock ends on fb. LADZZ LADZZ ART FO' NIIGHT
8. the frickin weather. its hot its cold its humid its ice cold wind. i didnt buy any summer clothes because theres only like 1 week of summer. summer weather suckzzz. i cant wait for winter.
8. the fact that i havent seen my brother in a week and he's the one i laugh at all this with. daymnn.
im going on holiday in half an hour. gonna be sooooooooooooooooososos good to get out.
have a good week xxxxxxx
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
itssss quiz time!
Do you drink beer?
no. vodka and blackcurrant and berries and iceeee
Do you like pickles?
ok
When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
they're only @ asda, and i hate asda
Are you flexible?
no babe
What if the last person you kissed was kissing someone else right in front of you?
BLAH
Do you want to know the date of your death?
god no
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
LIESS
Have you cuddled with someone you weren't dating?
yuhuhhh
Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
ye tar
Is there anyone you wouldn't mind punching?
yesyesyesss
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a, p, o, d, r, t, c, j, m?
r
Do you believe exes can be friends?
mayb in time
Is your hair naturally straight?
nopey
Do you think love is overrated?
nooo sweetheart
Do you eat breakfast daily?
not really.
Would you prefer a baby girl or boy?
both
If you see a girl with big boobs do you automatically think shes a slut?
nope. it depends how shes wearing those big booooobs (;
When you and your friends are out and about do you usually get dirty looks?
people usually just STARE
Last awkward moment?
@ the tills in ikea earlier today. my mum had a go (rightfully) and the cashier hahahahahhaha luvher
The last person you kissed hates you. Why?
he wont ever hate me
Is green your favorite color?
no
Do you think you can know everything about a person?
no. i like that. i'd hate anyone to know everything about me
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a K?
no
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
my mummy, and my darling brother john. coco avant chanel <3333
If you got expelled from school, what school would you go to next?
home school
Do you like the last person you kissed?
yeh ok
Have you hugged anyone in the last 24 hours?
yeeeeeeeeeeeeah
What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
not alot
Do you like to cuddle?
sure
Do you like your cell phone?
its ok
Do you prefer to call or text?
calllllll. or a letter. no-one sends letters anymore
Who do you have texts from in your inbox?
john, adele, reeve, mum, aiden,
Who were you last in the car with?
ma
Does someone like you?
i dont know
Do you think someone misses you?
yes
Do you find smoking unattractive?
no. on the right person it is incredibly sexy
Do you want to be single?
yes
Why did you last cry?
i cant really remember. i think i was tired and looking too far into things.
usually the reason for my crying
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
naaaah
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
deeply into sleep and dreaminggg
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
2
Is love really worth fighting for?
sure
I bet you miss someone right now?
ummm. i miss talking to someone right now.
Is there someone you want to see?
yes
Who's clothes are you wearing?
mine and mums
When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
yesterday evening at around 10 o clock
If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
yes
Who are 4 guys you trust most?
john, ryan ....
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
never been in a relationship. SIN GALLL
Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
yep
Where were you at 2 this morning?
beddiebies
When was the last time you laughed really hard?
last night eating tea with ryan. last night on fb with ryan - always entertaining, last night walking through crofton with ry, erin + lucee. with ry wearing a long long LONG white wig, kinnn hilarious
Within the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most?
my holiday, leeeedz fest fob kol + placebo LIVEE BABY, winter - getting my gorgeous coat back out out of the wardrobe, being back at school. gig in ireland. and bloc party @ leeds academy. i will be clooooose to kele (L)
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes
THIS WASN'T A VERY GOOD QUIZ REALLY
no. vodka and blackcurrant and berries and iceeee
Do you like pickles?
ok
When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
they're only @ asda, and i hate asda
Are you flexible?
no babe
What if the last person you kissed was kissing someone else right in front of you?
BLAH
Do you want to know the date of your death?
god no
Name something you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
LIESS
Have you cuddled with someone you weren't dating?
yuhuhhh
Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
ye tar
Is there anyone you wouldn't mind punching?
yesyesyesss
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a, p, o, d, r, t, c, j, m?
r
Do you believe exes can be friends?
mayb in time
Is your hair naturally straight?
nopey
Do you think love is overrated?
nooo sweetheart
Do you eat breakfast daily?
not really.
Would you prefer a baby girl or boy?
both
If you see a girl with big boobs do you automatically think shes a slut?
nope. it depends how shes wearing those big booooobs (;
When you and your friends are out and about do you usually get dirty looks?
people usually just STARE
Last awkward moment?
@ the tills in ikea earlier today. my mum had a go (rightfully) and the cashier hahahahahhaha luvher
The last person you kissed hates you. Why?
he wont ever hate me
Is green your favorite color?
no
Do you think you can know everything about a person?
no. i like that. i'd hate anyone to know everything about me
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a K?
no
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
my mummy, and my darling brother john. coco avant chanel <3333
If you got expelled from school, what school would you go to next?
home school
Do you like the last person you kissed?
yeh ok
Have you hugged anyone in the last 24 hours?
yeeeeeeeeeeeeah
What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
not alot
Do you like to cuddle?
sure
Do you like your cell phone?
its ok
Do you prefer to call or text?
calllllll. or a letter. no-one sends letters anymore
Who do you have texts from in your inbox?
john, adele, reeve, mum, aiden,
Who were you last in the car with?
ma
Does someone like you?
i dont know
Do you think someone misses you?
yes
Do you find smoking unattractive?
no. on the right person it is incredibly sexy
Do you want to be single?
yes
Why did you last cry?
i cant really remember. i think i was tired and looking too far into things.
usually the reason for my crying
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
naaaah
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
deeply into sleep and dreaminggg
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
2
Is love really worth fighting for?
sure
I bet you miss someone right now?
ummm. i miss talking to someone right now.
Is there someone you want to see?
yes
Who's clothes are you wearing?
mine and mums
When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
yesterday evening at around 10 o clock
If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
yes
Who are 4 guys you trust most?
john, ryan ....
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
never been in a relationship. SIN GALLL
Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
yep
Where were you at 2 this morning?
beddiebies
When was the last time you laughed really hard?
last night eating tea with ryan. last night on fb with ryan - always entertaining, last night walking through crofton with ry, erin + lucee. with ry wearing a long long LONG white wig, kinnn hilarious
Within the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most?
my holiday, leeeedz fest fob kol + placebo LIVEE BABY, winter - getting my gorgeous coat back out out of the wardrobe, being back at school. gig in ireland. and bloc party @ leeds academy. i will be clooooose to kele (L)
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes
THIS WASN'T A VERY GOOD QUIZ REALLY
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Sunday, August 09, 2009
sxxxxxxxxxxxxi night
FRANKMUSIKKKK - delicately beautifully romanticly sexy and puuuuuurfect.
hung out with ma boi hogeee this evening. its a beautiful night; warm and the sky is a fabulous navy blue.
took some brilliant shots - looooooooooooookin gooood
tv today continues to surprise me on how low it really can go. big brother, 'my life as an animal', young dumb and living off mum, MY MONKEY BABY.
it tries to hide behind the illusion that it is showing viewers how wrong people on these programs are, 'disgusting people, pfffft' but really its the produces of the shows that need help. it dosn't need to be broadcast all over the television for millions to see, get something entertaining on! its fucking boring babe.
i thought Ruper Everets documentary on the life of Lord Byron would be pretty good edutainment, but really he just spent the whole series carping on about sex and blow jobs and champagne OH HAHAHAHAHAHA! jolly good sailor !
the only good person on tv is charlie brooker - the one person who just spends the time taking the piss out of everything ON tv. well obviously thats all we can do now, its so far down the drain.
i'd rather be sticking breadcrums back on to a fishfinger with pritt stick, to put it bluntly. LOL IM SO WITTY
the best thing about tv is watching sandra hogans face as she copies the reactions of the actors on tha boxxxx - that is comedy!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Saturday, August 08, 2009
as always kele
in your house, your daddies car
you salt the slugs, keep at bay
happy when your eyes are closed
in vogue this year i hate your kind
i just cant stop
you salt the slugs, keep at bay
happy when your eyes are closed
in vogue this year i hate your kind
i just cant stop
saturday night, skins & short shorts
woaaa, watched the last few episodes of skins second series (i luv you 40d, making saturday nights in bareable) and am currently descending into mooooooood of doooooooom. passion pit is on though so now ok.
i've found that occasionally putting some things to the back of ones mind and 'forgetting' about them until they arise again is a good idea. like decisions. decisions, yeah, no-one likes making them. making decisions, big ones i mean, not if you should get out of bed now or wait 20 mins ladidaaaa, BIG DECISIONSSSS like which college to go to and what i want as a job bluerghhh, 'like yeaaah dude, live in the moment, who cares about the future?' well yuh, but you have to have some idea, else, what's the point? dont want a wasted life now do we .....
this seems all vairr intense for a saturday night, and yeah, i'm only 15 but its year 11 now. FRICKING YR 11! thats another thing, where the hell did high school go?!
thats not long, take out all the weeks off for revisions and exceteraa exceteraaa and theres probably only about 5 months at school. its all change from there, allllll change. after college its university, well probably not straight away, i plan on actually seeing some sights and DOING SOMETHING, before its back into mainstream 'do it this way' education.
the thing is, i have a pretty good idea how i DONT want to end up. and i do know, well some areas of it, how i do want to be. but how do you know you'll get what you want? thats the scary side of it all. it aint all plain sailing, it just goes that way. but what you can do, i suppose, is work bloody hard, atleast then you know you've attempted it.
well you'll either want to down a bottle of vodka in an empty field and get absoloutely 'OFF YA FAAACE' or you'll be like 'yeeeeeh, sorted' or whatever
its tha summer holidays babyyyyyyyyyyyy. yemonn, at the beginning i wrote a list of all the things i wanted to achieve. i dont like wasting time you see, time is precious, and thats the truth of it. so goals are good (:
so i've read 'of mice and men' english littttt OH 10 - bringg it pinder
i've not really slept in. apparently we spend 26 years of our lives sleeping. thats more than enough righttt. and mornings are wonderful, everythings fresh and new. the air is FRESHHH. this morning my brother was catching the train down to dorset so i got up at 7.30 to say goodbye. and the air was fresh. like in winter, i cant wait for winter. just for the frosty mornings filling the lungs with newness. not that much beats it.
this summer i have sat back and realised. other people can do what they want. i cant control it. its up to them, its their life. im in it or im not. but what i can control, is what i do, because i am in my life! revelations.... hahahahaaha.
its scary really to think how much we get caught up in others peoples lives, sometimes, it seems as if everything becomes about them. thats why i'm not interested in attraction. i dislike who i become when i get caught up in that. when it becomes complicated, EVERYTHING and ev urr eee thingggg, becomes about them.
'what did they think about that?' 'will they be annoyed if i say that to them?' 'what did they do today?' 'what is he saying to her?' 'what does he really think about that? ME even?'
i mean, for fucks sake, its boring.
i'd rather fill my head with interesting things about me. hahahahahahahahahaahahhaahahha.
the skyyy the skyyy the skyyyyy.
i bloody love the sky. i want a polaroid camera so i can take a picture of the sky everyday and save it. because its ever changing. i'd date every photo, and write what i was doing the precise moment i took it, who i was with, where i was, what time it was, what day, how i felt. because i hate how we cant remember exactly what we were doing two hours and 45 seconds ago. its history, poooooof, gone. and you cant remember.
i mean, its amazing how we can remember other key moments, snatches of conversations, actions, lights, scents.
everytime i smell my mums barbour leather coat i just feel like a 5 year old again, and shes hugging me in the garden.
i love how listening to a particular part of a song can bring back a feeling inside, its almost like you've been taken back in a machine to that split second.
in year 8 all i did was listen to fall out boy, and i can play a track, and depending on if i am really listening, im just back. there. on the maths corridoor and my stomach is knotted up with that excited feeling of his eyes.
so yeah, thats fabulous.
but i'd like to keep a log. so that when im much, much older, i can just look through scrap book after scrap book, shoe box after shoe box and remember it all. i'd hate to think that i'd forget peoples names, and faces and moments in time.
so that would be lovely.
bliiiiiimey i've rattled on. its never just flowed out of me like this before.
night sweetheart
xxxxxxxxxx
i've found that occasionally putting some things to the back of ones mind and 'forgetting' about them until they arise again is a good idea. like decisions. decisions, yeah, no-one likes making them. making decisions, big ones i mean, not if you should get out of bed now or wait 20 mins ladidaaaa, BIG DECISIONSSSS like which college to go to and what i want as a job bluerghhh, 'like yeaaah dude, live in the moment, who cares about the future?' well yuh, but you have to have some idea, else, what's the point? dont want a wasted life now do we .....
this seems all vairr intense for a saturday night, and yeah, i'm only 15 but its year 11 now. FRICKING YR 11! thats another thing, where the hell did high school go?!
thats not long, take out all the weeks off for revisions and exceteraa exceteraaa and theres probably only about 5 months at school. its all change from there, allllll change. after college its university, well probably not straight away, i plan on actually seeing some sights and DOING SOMETHING, before its back into mainstream 'do it this way' education.
the thing is, i have a pretty good idea how i DONT want to end up. and i do know, well some areas of it, how i do want to be. but how do you know you'll get what you want? thats the scary side of it all. it aint all plain sailing, it just goes that way. but what you can do, i suppose, is work bloody hard, atleast then you know you've attempted it.
well you'll either want to down a bottle of vodka in an empty field and get absoloutely 'OFF YA FAAACE' or you'll be like 'yeeeeeh, sorted' or whatever
its tha summer holidays babyyyyyyyyyyyy. yemonn, at the beginning i wrote a list of all the things i wanted to achieve. i dont like wasting time you see, time is precious, and thats the truth of it. so goals are good (:
so i've read 'of mice and men' english littttt OH 10 - bringg it pinder
i've not really slept in. apparently we spend 26 years of our lives sleeping. thats more than enough righttt. and mornings are wonderful, everythings fresh and new. the air is FRESHHH. this morning my brother was catching the train down to dorset so i got up at 7.30 to say goodbye. and the air was fresh. like in winter, i cant wait for winter. just for the frosty mornings filling the lungs with newness. not that much beats it.
this summer i have sat back and realised. other people can do what they want. i cant control it. its up to them, its their life. im in it or im not. but what i can control, is what i do, because i am in my life! revelations.... hahahahaaha.
its scary really to think how much we get caught up in others peoples lives, sometimes, it seems as if everything becomes about them. thats why i'm not interested in attraction. i dislike who i become when i get caught up in that. when it becomes complicated, EVERYTHING and ev urr eee thingggg, becomes about them.
'what did they think about that?' 'will they be annoyed if i say that to them?' 'what did they do today?' 'what is he saying to her?' 'what does he really think about that? ME even?'
i mean, for fucks sake, its boring.
i'd rather fill my head with interesting things about me. hahahahahahahahahaahahhaahahha.
the skyyy the skyyy the skyyyyy.
i bloody love the sky. i want a polaroid camera so i can take a picture of the sky everyday and save it. because its ever changing. i'd date every photo, and write what i was doing the precise moment i took it, who i was with, where i was, what time it was, what day, how i felt. because i hate how we cant remember exactly what we were doing two hours and 45 seconds ago. its history, poooooof, gone. and you cant remember.
i mean, its amazing how we can remember other key moments, snatches of conversations, actions, lights, scents.
everytime i smell my mums barbour leather coat i just feel like a 5 year old again, and shes hugging me in the garden.
i love how listening to a particular part of a song can bring back a feeling inside, its almost like you've been taken back in a machine to that split second.
in year 8 all i did was listen to fall out boy, and i can play a track, and depending on if i am really listening, im just back. there. on the maths corridoor and my stomach is knotted up with that excited feeling of his eyes.
so yeah, thats fabulous.
but i'd like to keep a log. so that when im much, much older, i can just look through scrap book after scrap book, shoe box after shoe box and remember it all. i'd hate to think that i'd forget peoples names, and faces and moments in time.
so that would be lovely.
bliiiiiimey i've rattled on. its never just flowed out of me like this before.
night sweetheart
xxxxxxxxxx
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