today... english was strange, felt asif i couldnt remember how to answer language questions dont think i got an A* + article made no sense but i read it through with 5 minuets to go and i didnt care anymore. last maths ever tommorow. last maths ever? i suppose thats a lil bit sad. so tonight i am rev rev rev revin it large. then i have the whole of next week to revise for the music exam on friday and then that. is. it. not been too bad really.
got the bus home after the exam sat on my own looking around at all the yr 10s, 9,s 8s, 7s, feel bad for them. god i would not want to do school again. it has been brilliant but it was weird watching them all, so glad im not doing 9.00 till 3.05 anymore. also made me realise how much i've changed and how im gonna keep changin which is weird. cant wait to get home after maths and go to bed or maybe i should practise my cello or maybe i'll just sl eeeeeeeee p. sl EEE EEEe eeeep ZzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzz
last goodbye //when you love someone but theres nothing more you can do - not at all. its your entire life and that person is your entire life and theres nothing more. whats the point then? i'll only make you cry this is our last goodbye

its over, just hear this and then i'll go. you gave me more to live for, more than you'll ever know