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feelin well crap mate. hatin stunnerz 4 lyf - which is bad because one cant surround oneself with ugly people to make oneself feel better. and i dont obv. this isn't going anywhere
so tiiiiired. last exam tommorow which is pretty weird thats that over and done with. 9 whole weeks of free time. i hope i dont loose my head (in this heat) or at all really
god i've lost so much weight since last summer and the summer before but i just wish i was slimmer! god its so annoying when girls are like gawd im so frrikkin fat im so fat i wish i was like thin, like size 8. bores the balls off me. but i dont wanna be thin just wanna be like propa curvacious and toned and MMMHM SUGA. there are so many dresses i want - just to be able to pull one on and it just stick to my figure in a proper sexy way without all the lumps n bumps. i'll sort it mert.
thinking about maybe gettin my nipple peirced. i dont want anything peirced really , not gonna get my ears done whats the point. but one nipple peirced would be well sxi. bet it would hurt like a mutha though. might do it when im 18. HHAHAHAA so funneh. so hot

totally cba tonight. forgot how much i love abit of carole king, soundtrack to this summer i reckon.
need to get an early(ish) night for this exam tommorow. think i'll do some cello practise, get a shower, do some writing and then get up early and bust out the remainding revision lyk the pro that i am.
hope someone organises something for tommorow night.. asif i'm gonna organise it. its the end of exams - needs to be a riot! not gonna happen tho is it