i just got in and went straight upstairs and put on amerie and chase & status full blast, got changed into a tiny floaty dress and danced on my own in the attic for about 20 mins solid. its the most freeing thing and i love dancing and feeling utterly self concious. gettin ma dirrrty on ((hahaha haha) - spesh to Amerie one thing, it will never not be good.
layed down and thought i was gonna vom HAHAHA seen as i've had magners, vodka and coke, vodka and orange, shit loads of pasta and chocolate ice cream this evening and jumped up and down on a trampoline.
i feel so good right now somethings just clicked. when everyones been going on about how this is the best summer of your life i never completely got it - i thought it probably would be amazing but i know what they mean now. leaving school its given you this sense of feeling. you're not under any instituition, after the exams you'll have no-one calling your time. its this sense of just independence and possibility and opportunity and this sense that anything can happen and it sounds so stupid but everythings just slotted and laying out there this evening with my favourite people in the entire world didnt make me sad in any way because we've left school, i just felt totally solid and good and right and nothing can take that away.