pointless ra nt

over the excitement of yesterday - exams ex am exam exams shit.
but someone from my year posted a status earlier saying that we have prom to look forward to
and i thought yeh, cling to that hahaha. but then i thought fuck. then thats it. its over. last time we'll all be together and i actually have to start over and its just gonna be a completely new life i wont see anyone from one week to the next. and i want to do it, i really do, or i wouldnt be. but god its scary. and i dont want to build prom up too much because i dont want it to be an anticlimax. i suppose i've just got to get on with it. toughen up abit.
summer has just come up and bitten me on the arse like it does every year. it is bloody scorching today! and surprise surprise i have no money and no summer clothes luvin lyf. i dont want to shop for any because i dont have anything summer to wear to shop for summer clothes in and i'll just be dieing. thats stupid but w.e i fucking hate clothes. especially in summer. but i love clothes. see the dilema.
going to a party next week and i have nothing to wear and only £30. cba